mywritingz - by Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

Shed them all

Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar — Mon, 23 Mar 2009 18:10:05 +0000

Was there ever a quest to know the essence of life? Not sure, but yet we walk with uncertainity as though we were certain of the paths and times to come. Every inch conquered yet is only material, which would not come along as we go back, and the situation is that we are yet to realize that we are indeed going back. May be a piece of thought that arises in mind that i could share, live all that needs to be lived and then say its over for ever, may the journey could start then. What comprises of this achivement in life may be nothing less to the wages of our ever rich ego and its loving family of close knit relatives, we have bred them as we like to be pampered and now they are more kind to us than ever. What has been lived, is lived and the ultimate fact is that every thing, be it good or bad, that was born would have to cease its existence and not even Love (God’s creation) or God (our creation) can hold them back. Practise of hatred, creates a deficit and your so called daily prayer cant bail you out. What you would have to pay back then increases a thousand fold, and literally your last days can promise to be miserable. As you were born, your pot was empty, you started to live and it started to get filled, you lived, you live and may be for some more time, but once that its time, start emptying what was filled, once that you have no more to empty, you shall then die and with a smile.

mom n i

Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar — Mon, 16 Mar 2009 14:16:07 +0000

Mom and I

I knew no mornings,
until she told me it was

Ever since i was born,
my road map to life

my dictionary to love,
my guide to a journey called life

every kiss stays in heart,
her ultimate expression of love,

She packed bags and lunches,
and cooked food but only to my liking,

she woke me up in the mornings,
To keep me good at studies and sparing her precious the sleep.
Sparing her precious sleep
Her good intent and selflessness
Bearing my future and sparing her precious the sleep.
Having kept awake and to ensure my future would be safe

but only after she woke up for my studies,

and then i grew up,
but to my worry, she grew old

i grew strong,
she grew weak,

parents…

Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar — Sun, 01 Mar 2009 23:56:57 +0000

How do you pay back the kindness of a lifetime?
in abundance and it wasn’t showered out of richness

Would you have lived, of it not born?
it took you to the heights, no doubts you have grown.

Selfish the moments of self centeredness,
Saw you showing your back to their unconditional loving words.

Away you enjoyed and only your good moments
With less concern on the ones that bestowed love and only on you

Ever have you seen things and beyond you?
And acceptance of pain, that there could be smiles

Do you see that you stand in being flooded?
And the flood is all but their tears and unquestionable love

Parents, how many battles did they lose?
To bring that small smile onto your face

Do you wish to count, no, never did you once?
And what were they happy of, if not for your smiles.

Think and you may then lack tears,
Not to cry but to keep on crying

What one earth are they made of?
and never did their love lacked trueness

If ever purity deserved a meaning,
There can’t be a love that’s better than that of our parents

They taught us to love,
And one to them is always above

What we see is of what they showed us,
What we hear is of what they told us

Love them, and with all your heart,
Ofcourse! Only if you do have one.

One thought and it was you all that they did think,
For writing your happy life, they were the ink

And you scribbled your wishes with their blood,
But yet they exclaimed, my child knows to write

Happiness is the least that you could give,
For all your sins, keep them smiling and God may forgive

Child, you were not been the best!
But forget that and let their smiles be your life.

a good evening

Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar — Sun, 15 Feb 2009 16:16:54 +0000

Today had a wonderful evening. a meet of 3 friends after some good time. an end to just phone calls, and evening to breathe together, sharing the joys and sorrows of the moments lived in between. Jab we meet, its good time and we comprises of I, Siva and Abitha. An intellectual trio, we at least would wish to think so, rather may be it is so! good does the time go. pizza hut is a good place and us being there could make it only better. sat, ate, took pictures, talked, smiled, winked, vented emotions, expressed expressions, an evening that can actually be written to be a good evening. This was supposedly the treat that’s one mine for my elevation to a team leader. Abitha was of immense praise for the salad and the specialness of pizzahut in making the same, indeed it was good and we all enjoyed the same. It was good of the gentleman, Mr Yuvaraj, who served us and his patience is something to be appreciated, Pizza hut indeed has got good employees and this one says just that. our menu contained, veg salad, a medim veg pizza, a small chicken pizza, cheese tortilla, cheezy onion rings with alapeno, and my favourite pepsi, long hey na!! the talk gave us the space to catch up and we talked of meeting again and sooner, we are looking forward for a meet by the end of march, hopefully yes, we would.

once the meet as we had less time, though wished it to go longer, ended, said bye to Abi. Me and Siva were then heading to my home with just one stop inbetween to attend the opening ceremony of Anu’s first beauty parlor, a naturals beauty parlour. Went there, the place was filled with some good crowd, anu and others talked, and all were just showering their wishes to Anu for a good show, my wishes as well anu for a splendid show, may you be filled with parlours and better businesses soon, and wishes for it to be even more sooner, Congrats and all the best. we spent some time over there, and got back saying bye to Keerthi and collins, who we had met there. Headed back to home and in minutes, actually we were at home. Mom made best of her teas and enjoyed the same over a small chat on our plans for career and life, a short one in the short the time that we had got. Good evenings present themselves less and it feels good to be among them, wish for more. Happiness enjoyed happily and by three joyous the friends. Thanks Abi n Siva, look forward for the next meet

on love

Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar — Sat, 07 Feb 2009 13:16:03 +0000

In the moments of silence, one is only reminded of the less silent the moments. You may choose to be away being vulnerable to the kindness of love, and being away has always helped less compared to have been helped. Love is indeed a cliched word, cause many utter it with little thought and less commitment, but how one if may be a true feel help himself? Love as a word is uttered as much as one needs it and the matter of fact stays so that no one needs it less. Love is that magic hand that would hold you when you fall in moments of melancholy and giggle around on your high flyings in your happiness. The reasoning of love has always been less logical, for they have been beyond any algorithms and our humanness has always been less simple to its nobility. “how” in love can be an intelligent and as well a stupid question and the difference lies only on ones belief towards the same. its happening may not always be that

The space that distants one from the beloved can stay hated and thats the intensity of love, making man less materialistic but more of a lover and only to his love. Salute to the word love for its an understatement for such a complex existance, its four letterdness may make some underestimate the same, but well the creation of love is what that seperates God from Man. To love and to my love.

I wish man was human

Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar — Sat, 24 Jan 2009 05:22:12 +0000

The difference between good and bad did always exist and man has only been its victim. Though Goodness is not far from being accessible, badness was sought and reached with even much toughness, where we knew our actions were incorrect, but somehow yearned it by heart. May be its difficult to be good for it requires discipline, and to be bad just meant that nothing was required to be followed. So was it our laziness that paved way, one can’t blame that angle but discontentment on another’s chance was a more obvious the reason, and even there, it was out of lack of trust on oneself (that i can reach there sooner) and of a genius thought that time at the same time has eroded and i stay empty handed, should i get happy at his smile? An easy and idiotic thought indeed and only can be felt easy by one who is ready to work harder and idiotic by one who endorses less of immorality. What can be done to make goodness wholesome? even a thought so is now handled with force and brutality, Chances are that looking to endorse it, you may willingly but yet unknowingly be subscribing to be an unknown but soon to be poisoned Socrates. Selfishness is bad, we all know it, but then how are we falling to be practicing it? Has the seas of moral and respect dried up that we need some one to inspire us to be sharing our daily bread. I pity humans for the blessing of the sixth their sense has less been helpful to them. Could not God plant a re-designed more moral a chip on the brain that can lessen the burden of erring and correcting? Doesn’t God have no social obligation? Does he want us to suffer and then that he would appear and give salvation, are we fools or in the name of God, are we made fools.

Who all should we run from? Dirty politicians, filthy admins, corrupt officials, moral less police force, selfish inhumans? The world is all of them, is that the reason that science is being used to explore the chances of survival in red and blue the planets? Finding a way to survive, would the lesser evils, us the humans be imprisoned there? or is it the place of ecstasy for the greater evils, us the inhumans. We are so much accustomed to accepting immorality that, always someone practises it and creatively looks to better it with a newer better version. What cannot be taken as an example and which field can boast of having been relieved or excluded? Science they say has advanced and so have they in practicing and selflessly growing immorality. Where should it come from, who should be blamed for not having it, who should be accountable to be responsible for someone to be having it? I wish, i know someone who i can ask this, for every one looks to be battling their own great lives and giving me a feel that i am handling an irrelevant and out of the world subject. Why the hell should i pay for an antivirus if my morally inclined human brother would not spare his valuable brain for exclusively creating an intelligent virus? Is money the core reason, even if remotely so, for God’s sake damn it, we invented it. Is there a table thats big enough to be sat around and values of moral be taught by it. I pity my period, but i do so more for i am put to see them through, and i pity them more for i know less of the immoral practises of yesterday and of the richness of our history and Thank God, i know less of them!! Whats moral and whats immoral may be a very difficult line to talk, but can i ask someone to think twice before acting and check if his conducts and actions would in someway may bring a little of unhappiness to his brothers and sisters and fathers and mothers and sons and daughters of the world he lives, and if it may, can i ask him to reconsider and if possible not carry that incorrect act? By asking so, do i look selfish? please if by any means it does and the incorrectness and the helplessness of my language had victored over my good intent, please, for God’s sake and as well for Human’s sake, feel free even to question me that we shall together allow ourselves an opportunity to save morality and a larger face of humanity. May God bless all, for if not his purpose of existance shall sure be questioned. Man was told that he was created, of having been created, we would to the best extent try our best to bring goodness, i also mean to say to abolish badness, but at the places we fail, i pray, He who had created this trouble called human, please pitch in and act before somebody in the name of humanity takes the toll. Let us not wait for a bloodshed, let us look to act before and may our acts be victorious in preventing the bloodshed. Praise to God and also to the man that’s human! Toast to the goodness that yet exist, let us make it contagious and more that one may not have to create a human anti-badness version 1.0 sooner or later. – Unknown, i better be unknown

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